Sunday, March 28, 2004

Every sunday night, I go to the Catholid church.
I really like there. When I go to the there, I feel really comfortable. and I feel peaceful.
Before the mass, the priest hold his hand with his hand.
That made deep impression to me. I don`t know How can I explain that feeling. I mean just...I don`t know. "the gigentic power" ...
Maybe after couple next week, I`ll participate singng group
When I ask singing group leader "How can I join singing group?" his question "Do you read English letter?"
Oh my godiness...Even If, my speaking is so weak, but I can read Engilsh!!
hahahaha It was shocking to me
Whenever I sing a church song, sometimes I shed tears.
As if song make purificatily my mind.
Anyway, for the first time, I`ll participate singing group
It make me happy.



Yesterday, I talk with American friends.
We took about "Family"
My father, my mother, and my brother...

They taught me new thing about family.
That so fun to me, and amazing.
That is spoken- language

"She is spitting image of her mother"
It mean her face is similar her mother face.

"He bring home the Baken"
It means He earn money for his family

"Your brother is in the dog house "
It means your brother got punishment.

"Who wears the pants in the family?"
It means who is the most power in the family

That is so intereating to me.
But,,,,Why do they use "Baken"?
hahahaha^^

Saturday, March 27, 2004

If I were smarter than now, hum.....
I would work NASA.
But, I don`t like seience subject.
It is so difficult, so I am afriad science subject.
However, I am really interested in astronomy
If I were born again, I would be scientist , and I wish I will work NASA. Space is so interesting to me. That have infinite possibility. Sometimes, I believed UHO from space. But now, I studied another major, I am interested in astronomy.
So, If I were born again, I would be astronomer, than, I would work NASA.
But, now It is impossible^^

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Today, I `ll talk about movies.
The present days, movies are popular all over the world. Mostly people spend their`s spare time with watching the movies. Why are they like watching movies? Now, I`ll explain my opinion what reason made it popular.
First of all, through the movies, we can experience another life that could not experience new life. For example,animals can talk with me, I can see an ancient day, and on the other hand, I can see in the future world. Like this, we can experience fiction life. This made our interested.
Next, we can get that more easy than another things. Such as sports, reading a book,and make a something. Movies do not need a lot of energy for take pleasure something. We can see great spectacles, good sounds, and enjoyment stoies in the movies. Therefore, we can get more easier variety enjoyment through all over the movies.
In a conclusion, I think these reasons made our continually finding movies. Therefore, movies are popular all over the world.

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Today, I went to the Waarton Center to listen music. The concert is sponsered by school of music MSU. The concert title was " 2004 Honors Concert",so all perfomers selected by competition. I thought they were the best player at MSU school of music. Composition, Tenor, Clarinet, Violin, and Piano, 5 parts of major perfomed there. From classic music to morden create music, The program was so variety. It made me interested. Sometimes, I felt relaxing mind, sometimes I felt tension through that music. The most unforgettable perfomer was the conductor who conducted Richard Wagner music. That conductor was woman. It made me so amazed, because I have never seen woman conductor who conducted huge orchestra. While I was watching her conduct, I thought her power that leaded music was stronger than man conductor. That was power of woman.
All performs were awesome. So. If I studied at school of music at MSU, I would really enjoy !!! So, now, I must study hard English, next fall semester, I wish I `ll take academic classes. Just my desire.
During my sping break,
we built a small house for the handicapped person in the forest. There was very dry forest, because last year, there was spoiled by tornado. All the tree was broken by tornado. We built the ho use in that forest. It was so hard for me. however, I was so happy, because I could help for poor people, I could meet great friends, and I could visit new place in US.
Sometimes, I felt lonely, and sorrowful, but I think that made me strong mind. As if I go through the fire. At that time, I was really hard time, but now , I think that is treasure in my memory.
I cannot forget the memory now and forever.

end.

Sunday, March 14, 2004

On Wed. night,
We had time that is discussion about our thinking through this experience.

Most of all people said " I had good time, I could help for poor people and I met great people through this habitat for humanity. It made me so happy."

But, I could`t say " I was great time". Frankly, I felt so lonely. I could`nt say lie.
When I had opportunity about saying something, I shaded tear. I didn`t know why I shaded tear. I could not keep back my tear. Maybe It seems that I felt so sorrowful for a long time.
I said "I have been 2 months , so my English is so weak. Even through I could not understand your speaking, but I really wanted converse with you. Please don`t like me. I`m sorry..."
As soon as my saying finished, they said " Oh,,,,Don`t worry. You are brave person. When you don`t understand anyting, Whenever you ask me!! I am really happy with you. Don`t worry^^"

From that date, for the frist time, My trip was starting with happiness.

continue...
While we were going to the state of Tenesses, anyone anybody didn`t tell to me. I was always always alone.
I wanted really talk with them. But they did`t like me. I thought they think me who is stranger. It made sad me.
It was about 20 hours by car from Lansing Michigan To Jackson Tenesses. For a long time, I couldn`t say anything.
I afriaded their eyes. I missed my Korean friends like creazy.
I felt I became dumb and deaf. I really worry about how can I have time the days a head to come. At that time I really wanted to escape there.

continue...
The Frist day of my trip.

When sunday morning at 6:30am, I left the East lansing.
I can`t explain my feeling when I started my trip.
With a leap of my heart, and with a excit of my heart.....
But, this mind was really for a monent.
Solwly, slowly,,,,shadow of fear was coming to me.

continue..


Saturday, March 06, 2004

Today, I have heard listening music all day long. Whenever I listen to the music, I feel the most happy in the whole world. When I listened the music, I imagine always something that is my world. Sometimes I could be hero in the music, sometimes I could imagine my friends, boyfriend, and my ideal place, etc..These made me happy.

So When I go to the trip, I always prepare some music. If my trevel didn`t have any music, I could not imagine the trip about my hpppiness.
Tomorrow, I will go to the trip, so I parpare some music for all day long^^ for a happiness my trip^^I'm really looking forward to my travel!!!

Everyone, everybody, see you next on Sat.^^
Have a great time your sping break!!!

Tomorrow, I will go to the state of Tenasses, because I`m volunteer for poor people. To put it concretely, I`ll build habitat for humanity. Actually, I didn`t know about habitat for humanity, and now too. But, I only know it. That is great work even though I am tired of something building.
However, I worry about my English. Because, everyone is native speaker, so if I had something that is in case of emergency to me, how could I ask for a help?.....Oh,,,,It`s so difficult. I pray about this. However, I believe the habitat for humanity will be great expience to me. I like something that make a challenge!!! It makes my mind more strong!!!

Friday, March 05, 2004

At last, today start sping break!!!
Wow Wow wow~~~
In the morning, I was so happy, even though I had a mid-term. Because of spring break!!!
However, now, I really feel gloomy. All most student go home, and my dorm and MSU campus is so calm. It makes me depressed. I also have my home, and my friend. But, I don`t go my home. I `m sad
When I was high school student, I lived alone. Because I went to the good high school (I think at that time I was smart^^) So , I accustomed to alone. Sometimes I like solitude. but, I sometimes feel depressed. Solitude makes me it. in addition to, I`m so hungry now~ Therefore, I`m so depressed.
How can I overcome the depression....I have a good idea!!! That is ...I should get a boyfriend^^ Just kidding !!!

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